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Louis

2005-03-04T02:57:52Z

Glue traps actually work

2005-02-17T14:18:21Z

dcsleepsalone @ 2005-02-13T02:50:00

2005-02-13T07:27:05Z

i went to see la laque and the parlor scouts at the knitting factory tonite.

Friday night I went to see After Ashley at the Vineyard theatre cause Keiran Culkin rocks my world. anyway, my seat happen be right next to Paul Dano. The funny thing is I took one look at him and immediately thought "shit I must have gone to high school with this kid or somethin" it took me a while to figure out why he looked so goddamn familiar. He had his glasses and shaggy hair and really in person he looks exactly as he does in The Girl Next Door and in Taking Lives.

dcsleepsalone @ 2005-02-05T13:38:00

2005-02-05T18:44:40Z

My cousins and family came to visit me this weekend. I wish I had gotten more pics..
Kathy and Alex
a visit from the sibs
visitng Kathy's place
Glena, Alex, Sabrina
oh glena

I ran down to the grocery store at the end of my block this morning to grab some milk , and saw colin farrel shopping for groceries. ahhh I love my neighborhood;.

dcsleepsalone @ 2004-12-08T02:08:00

2004-12-08T07:23:38Z

I was walking down broome street today and as i reached the corner of w. broadway and broome, I saw a familiar face walk around the corner - and I'm thinking that's either Angelina Jolie, or that woman is the spitting image of her. After she passes im like "That really looked like Angelina", my dad's like "yeah it did look like her, but i dont htink it's her. I think she's taller than that," I'm like ehhhh ok, yeah, probably not her, angelina does seem like she'd be taller than that plus- she'd have maddox with her. We walk into Sotheby's and are signing in, and I'm still going on about it..."I really really think it was her. I mean the lips, the eyes, the hair, it totally looked like her..." The guy at the front desk is like, "who? angelina jolie?" I'm like YEAHHH how did you know? He's like "yeah she just walked by. i see her all the time around this area." Now it fucking bums me out cause there's no actor or actress I admire more than Angelina Jolie, and I fucking missed my chance..
Soooo the bad news is - i didn't get to meet her. But the good news is - she lives 4 blocks away from where i'm moving. So next time i see her i'll have my camera on me.
this is actually kinda funny, my brother alex and i were at a bookstore on prince and notice none other than
we're like "where's kate?" ooooops, no one told us they were seperated!!!??!???

dcsleepsalone @ 2004-11-24T15:06:00

2004-11-24T20:10:29Z

dcsleepsalone @ 2004-11-14T14:17:00

2004-11-14T19:21:39Z

NYC

pics of my new home

ben stiller came to talk to our class last week

the other day i saw a racoon sitting at the top of a tree. not something i see everyday,
locust outbreak

dcsleepsalone @ 2004-11-06T09:33:00

2004-11-06T14:37:33Z

JEnny
Blake

dcsleepsalone @ 2004-10-23T11:24:00

2004-10-23T18:25:43Z

my bday at chuckee cheese

me & tara on christmas
Tara and me
my grandparents (center) and aunts
My mommy (left) and my grandma holding my aunt Kelly

INHALING CONTRADICTION & BREATHING OUT AMBIVALENCE

2004-10-18T20:19:51Z

Wartime is a time of lies, I telll myself, and the biggest lie of the cigarette wars is that the moral equation can be reduced to ones and zeroes. Or have I, too, been corrupted by the weed?
What smoker hasn't felt the surge of panic at the thought of lung cancer and immediately lighted up to beat the panic down? (It's cold war logic: we're afraid of nuclear weapons, so lets build even more of them.) Death is a severing of the connection between self and world, and, since the self cant imagine not existing, perhaps what's really scary about the prospect of dying is not the extinguishment of my consciousness but the extinguishment of the world. The fear of a global nuclear holocaust was thus functionally identical to my private fear of death. And the potential deadliness of cigarettes was comforting because it allowed me, in effect, to become familiar with apocalypse, to acquaint myself with the contours of its terrors, to make the worlds potential death less strange and so a little less threatening. Time stops for the duation of a cigarette: when youre smoking, your actuely present to yourself; you step outside the unconcious forward rush of life.
To live with uncontaimenated lungs and an unracing heart is a pleasure that I hope someday soon to prefer to the pleasure of a cigarette.

dcsleepsalone @ 2004-10-16T09:10:00

2004-10-16T15:36:27Z

just lovin my last semseter at AU! taking film classes at AU is like taking sex classes from a virgin

some old pics
crhistmas of last year
cute stewardess
KATHY
EMILY

RILO KILEY @ BLACKCAT!!!!

2004-10-11T07:07:39Z

What a great night!! The show was completely sold out, and we only had 2 tix. So Ashley and I go ahead in and Tara is hanging out in the redroom. She soon spots Jenny taking a trip to the brooom and asks to get a pic with her, and then tells her shes really wants to see the show and dosent have a ticket, so jenny personally escorts Tara to the front and has her name put on the guest list!!! Tara was at the top of Jenny's guest list - i still cant fucking believe it!

MORE PICS FROM THE SHOW.....
Tilly and the Wall Jenny watching Tilly and the Wall
Guitarist of now it's overhead had a Where the Wild Things Are Tattooo!

Blake takes my camera and takes a pic of the audience

JEnny sits and enjoys a beer watching Blakes solo
During encore they blake and jenny sing Great HeightsWritten lyrics to Such Great Heights Blake had to read from
Ashley with tilly and the wall girls

And I hope no one missed their performace Wednesday on Conan, cause it was great

Trip to New York

2004-10-09T03:51:58Z

Hung out with Art over the weekend. Arts splendid apartment in Chelsea and his colossal collection of polaroids!!

My fall Movies 101 class at NYU --Billy Crudup and Claire Danes stop by to talk about Stage Beauty

After much contemplation what to do with myself this spring, i've come to a decision. I can't apply to Tisch until the fall, and I was planning to study abroad in prague. That was until i found out my parents are investing in an apartment in the financial district. new york seems more appealing in the meantime, until i can transfer to tisch. so i'm going to take acting, directing, and screenwriting at Lee Strasberg. After this semester I am through with AU. I know alot of people arent going to be happy with my decision. My grandfather only pays for my education as long as it is at an accredited university. everyone is trying to advise me not to go since they think Lee Strasberg is a bullshit school - But I have to get out of AU, the film classes are fucking BULLSHIT!!! The classes are much more centered towards television and media rather than narrative storytelling. Yesterday, in my film production 2 class, my professor took the majority of class time to share his passionate hate for bush with us. i dont give a flying fuck what you think about bush, im here for film, not BUSH!!

dcsleepsalone @ 2004-05-24T19:36:00

2004-05-24T23:37:39Z

a rainy new york day
on the set of Synergy, dennis quaid and scarlett johansson filming some car scene
my crew on location: steve, claire, and takehiro
i couldnt have a better crew...we have so much fun fucking around and attempting to make films
legendary CBGB's right next to my flat
some pictures of my crib

Mi Cocina
The little humping doggies on my oven, remind me of Sammy
my view from my room on an ugly day

the front of my door. what can i say, i am a very welcoming person

missing my MD crew

i will never forget wednesday may 19th 2004

2004-05-20T02:38:14Z

Today I hung out at the set of Synergy with Scarlett Johansson! I still don't beleive it happened, it all seems like a dream.

You know those dreams that are so awesome and perfect, when you wake up you're fucking pissed it's a dream, you wish it were real, then you start to wish you hadn't woken up and WHISH YOU COULD FALL BACK ASLEEP AND INTO THAT DREAM AGAIN?! That's the feeling I have, except I'm not waking up... today was so great.

Still alive and kickin'

2004-05-05T18:43:55Z

After much exertion I finally completed my documentary on Walter. Monday I presented it, and received a VERY unacceptable reaction from my professor. She didn’t even give it a fucking chance! As Walter starts - “I go to Amsterdam smoke some joints, buy some hashies and get back on the plane and go to Scotland..” SHE STARTED FREAKING OUT, “What is this?! Oh my god!”
I tried to get her to calm down and to shut the fuck up so she could actually watch the fucking thing, but she just kept on making noises. These weird kinda frustrated and disappointed noises. She watched about 5 minutes of it, and then told me to leave the DVD with her, that she would contact me when I should pick it up. I must admit the documentary is quite vulgar and outlandish, I can understand how one may find it somewhat offensive. But she completely overreacted. Film is about freedom and expression. Walter thinks I’m going to get kicked out of AU. That would be hilarious. Fuck skolliwoll
Exams = completemundo! NO MORE AU!!!! eat shit and suck rabbits
Only a week and a half until I go to New York!! CBGB’s is directly nextdoor, and I’m OH SOOOO close to Tribeca and SoHo.

So my plan for the rest of this wonderful Wednesday afternoon: going with Tara to her ther-RAPIST appointment, then off to the ol’ poooochie wooochies house.

Yay for summer! Yay for family! Yay for homosexuals! Yay for me! Yay for YOU!

dcsleepsalone @ 2004-03-26T16:06:00

2004-03-26T21:29:50Z

I DIDNT TAKE THIS PICTURE - I JUST LOVE IT SOOO MUCH

Now these are some pictures I've taken recently...CHECK IT

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dcsleepsalone @ 2004-03-26T15:23:00

2004-03-26T20:30:14Z

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lad0uleUREXquise (4:17:26 PM): Hi, my name is Tiffany, this is my cunt and shes happy to see you
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lad0uleUREXquise (4:50:37 PM): hey i gtg change my tampon
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Boonesimpson (4:50:54 PM): no one ever said tha tto me
Boonesimpson (4:51:01 PM): usually its ill be back in a minute gonna get a snack
Boonesimpson (4:51:21 PM): not gonna change this cotten device that i have wedged up my snatch to catch blood

MI YA ME

2004-03-11T00:59:55Z

Yesterday my mom, brother, dog & I flew to Miami. Some pics from the journey…

me & my mommy
some food before we go...zach fears the waitresss
I watched Party Monster for the 100th time on the plane

next door to our condo they’re building a new complex & these nasty construction guys don’t do their work they just STARE over. Disgusting... so I took my camera out, yeah and they didnt wouldnt stop. eww just look at that guy touching his crotch

and here are some pictures of Sammy!! Cause I know how much Tara misses her. <333

just being lazy,,

i finally found Prey for Rock and Roll with Gina Gershon today! oooooo i'm excited!

whole lotta fun on a Monday night...

2004-03-09T05:55:18Z

TONIGHT Tara, my aunt and I went to this movie premeire in DC. FREE WINE!! fuck yeah....My aunt is ebst friends with the mother, and her daughter is in one of the films at the DC film fest. and supposedly Tara and I use to play with her and her sister when we were little. I dont remember that at all, but i won't forget her now, she's fuckin hot! We didn't get to see the entire film, since it's not completely done and some scenes (NUDE!)) weren't included, unfortunately...but the movie is going to Cannes when it finishes, which is pretty admirable. Her showcase was with the European Films and I got to meet Arnualt Labaronne, a french director that was sooo cute! he couldnt speak much english and they made him make a speech in frront of everyone, poor guy. He didnt understand any of the questions people would ask him and he's like "prostute". His film was a short filmed in paris about 3 transvestites and a prostitute entitled Bug. Then we watched a film from the UK called R.I.P. (my favorite) which was God and his board room discussing plans for a destructive and fatal disease they will send to Earth. That and other plans for humanity. Then was Whitney's film called EMR which was really good also. But not only was she extremely hot, she was so nice and fucking smart too!!! She grabbed me!! that was hot, & if she becomes famous i can say "she grabbbed me, YEAH! Before she was famous, WHOOO!!" So the movie will probably go to indie theatres eventually. check it out when it does, it's pretty fucking good.
I have more pics i want to post but my camera wont connect to my mofuckin mac. so those will come at a later time.

having an epiphany on a monday morning,,,

2004-03-08T14:41:31Z

i'm sitting here at my computer drinking coffee with makeup smeared across my face, procrastinating. i should be worried, but i'm extremely relaxed. david bowie blasts in the backround.

this sounds like a defning moment.
maybe it is.

sundays are the devil

2004-03-07T16:22:33Z

oOoOoOoOOooo Spring break. and i haven't really done anything except watch tons of movies and sleeeeep.
i guess i'm going to miami in 2 days ? i lost my fucking dorm keys, i cant find them anywhere!! FUCKKKKKKKKK i need to get in and my room mate is gone to michigan...i always do this shit to myself

I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS and I
haven't seen you in months
i miss you.
call me or something, oherwise i can only assume you're dead!

the facts:

if i had to live on ONE food for the rest of my life it would be popcorn

i never tan.

i never had any friends in sunday school. i think the kids hated me cause i snatched all the cookies. i liked the sip of wine but i hated that nasty waffle shit.

i was named after louis comfort tiffany, and whenever i tell people that they say "you were named after a lamp!"

i had eye surgery when i was four but my left eye still has a tendency to do whatever the hell it wants. kinda like a lazy eye

i recently got back in touch with my best friend from the ages 2-5. she's in chicago & we're gonna hang out soon, but i guess we wont be playing hide and seek or with barbies..which sucks

i've never had a hangover

i just threw a water boottle at my brothers crotch and he said "DO YOU KNOW HOW SCARED I WAS?!" hhaha

oh my

2004-01-28T01:21:25Z

i have been laughing & crying for the last half hour thanks to Don Hertzfeldt and his short film entitled "Billy's Balloon". it is fucking hilarious!! if you have the ability of downloading or buying it, DO IT!! you will not be disappointed.

5 feet of snow outside, no classes tomarrow, trapped with all my favorite people with no where to go (YAY).
i've been working out religiously for about 2 weeks now. half way there (madonnna)
saving $$$ (jewish!)

on further note, I have found my new sex and the city
except it is on showtime. yeah, i need some of that to get through sundays
what can i say? i am one happy fucking girl

SERIOUSLY

wow

2004-01-15T22:47:14Z

It has been ages since I've written in this thing!!
a New year and a new semester..
I have a four-day weekend starting today, a mcuh deserved break. since i have been commuting to school this week I have had to get up at 5am to beat rush hour traffic...

becca: i'm so bored, i can't sleep.
me: why don't you go for a run?
becca: someone might try to grab me and rape me from behind a bush
me: yeah....
becca: i could be the first. someone has to set a precedent. and then everyone would be like... oh that stupid girl.. who runs at midnight? she was asking for it. and you'd feel SO guilty. but you wouldn't want to be the one that made me run so you'd keep your mouth shut. and everyone would be like.. dirty slut, she probably asked for it. and my family would be put to shame.. and no one would attend the funeral. what a mess. so i'm not gonna run.
me: well i thought you had a tredmill?!
becca: haha.. oh yeah.

dcsleepsalone @ 2003-10-10T03:21:00

2003-10-18T07:28:01Z

I have lost motivation for everything. I have no motivation to update my live journal, do well in school, excersize...I'm just BLAHHH.
It has been an exhausting week. I know I failed my government test today. Sad to admit - I did study for it, & for a considerable amount of time. I hate politics, and in some ways I can not wait until this semester is over.
I also missed a trip to Miami this week, since I had classes and far too much fucking school work. So here I am, drowned in work while my family are relaxing on the beach.
. Thank god it's the weekend. I have literally 5 pds of paper to read before monday...yeah that will happen. What are the chances I will fail, miserably this semester? hm, quite high.
I'm excited about going home Sunday, I miss my family.